Words and music...

Here I am heading into the 3rd week of the darkest scariest thing in my entire life. There have been so many people supporting me/us in so many ways. We have had meals for supper delivered every weekday, and at least a dozen people every day at the court house with me! There have been "the regulars" and then others who can only pop in one day or so, but the numbers have been there, and it is so priceless how not feeling alone has been for me. This week will define my life, one way or the other, I will finally feel FREE for the first time in almost 2 years or I will be the opposite and well that is indescribable how I will be for that. I am just wanting to post some music lyrics that have been very close to me through this time

http://mp3lyrics.org/glr "Your Hands" by JJ Heller I have unanswered prayers I have trouble I wish wasn't there And I have asked a thousand ways That You would take my pain away That You would take my pain away I am trying to understand How to walk this weary land Make straight the paths that crookedly lie Oh Lord, before these feet of mine Oh Lord, before these feet of mine When my world is shaking Heaven stands When my heart is breaking I never leave Your hands When You walked upon the Earth You healed the broken, lost, and hurt I know You hate to see me cry One day You will set all things right Yea, one day You will set all things right When my world is shaking Heaven stands When my heart is breaking I never leave Your hands Your hands Your hands that shape the world Are holding me, they hold me still Your hands that shape the world Are holding me, they hold me still When my world is shaking Heaven stands When my heart is breaking I never leave You when... "I will Rise" by Chris Tomlin There's a peace I've come to know Though my heart and flesh may fail There's an anchor for my soul I can say "It is well" Jesus has overcome And the grave is overwhelmed The victory is won He is risen from the dead And I will rise when He calls my name No more sorrow, no more pain I will rise on eagles' wings Before my God fall on my knees And rise I will rise There's a day that's drawing near When this darkness breaks to light And the shadows disappear And my faith shall be my eyes Jesus has overcome And the grave is overwhelmed The victory is won He is risen from the dead And I will rise when He calls my name No more sorrow, no more pain I will rise on eagles' wings Before my God fall on my knees And rise I will rise And I hear the voice of many angels sing, "Worthy is the Lamb" And I hear the cry of every longing heart, "Worthy is the Lamb" And I will rise when He calls my name No more sorrow, no more pain I will rise on eagles' wings Before my God fall on my knees And rise I will rise "Let the waters rise" By Mikeschair Don't know where to begin Its like my world's caving in And I try but I can't control my fear Where do I go from here? sometimes its so hard to pray When You feel so far away But I am willing to go Where you want me to God, I trust You There's a raging sea Right in front of me Wants to pull me in Bring me to my knees So let the waters rise If You want them to I will follow You I will swim in the deep 'Cuz You'll be next to me You're in the eye of the storm And the calm of the sea You'll never out of reach God, You know where I've been You were there with me then You were faithful before You'll be faithful again I'm holding Your hand There's a raging sea Right in front of me Wants to pull me in Bring me to my knees So let the waters rise If You want them to I will follow You God Your love is enough You will pull me through I'm holding onto You God Your love is enough I will follow You There's a raging sea Right in front of me Wants to pull me in Bring me to my knees So let the waters rise If You want them to I will follow You